the moment when you are trying to sign up for last.fm and the username you want is taken, but it’s a pretty unusual username to be randomly taken so on a hunch you do “lost username”
and voila it is yours
and hey presto you’ve had it since 2008 what the fuck i don’t remember this at all
so i joined 8tracks
replaying the same level in a video game for the hundredth time
Friendly reminder that because of truscum, cis people now think it's okay to police trans/NB people's identities/bodies uwu
The first time I heard someone call themselves “cis truscum” i was like
"Wait… identity policing, misgendering, harassing, but from a cis person instead… that just sounds like a normal transphobe."
And that was when I realized the only difference between truscum and transphobes was that truscum are trans
Muggleborn students at Hogwarts (part 1/?)
Have you ever seen brown eyes in the sun? You don’t always notice it at first but you’ll see that ‘brown’ no longer describes them. They melt into golden rays, circling an eclipse. There’s nothing boring about brown eyes, not even when the later hours encroach; they just turn into a sunset of their own.
This actually made me feel so great about my eyes
So cute xxx
me every time someone says to me, “but you don’t look sick”.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t really exist, like I’m just an empty shell with no real substance.
I’m so used to having a co-host, to having others there around me that I fear I’d disappear and just be a nothing without them.
For example, when Ker was host and I was co-host I was a lot more friendly and bubbly and sociable. Then I took over and Myka was co-host and I was a lot more quiet and reserved and shy I guess. Basically whoever is around affects me so much that I don’t think I actually exist as anything in my own right. I feel like I’m just a sponge and when the others aren’t there, I’m just like a robot awaiting instructions.
you aren’t just a sponge, first off ♥
that said, i can kinda empathize because it feels like my personality and behavior change depending on who’s co-con with me, or who’s been co-hosting for a while, it all changes, and then i feel like…well shit, who am i then, i don’t know
and i think that’s kinda common? but it doesn’t mean that without your alters you would disappear, they just affect you, and i think that’s pretty normal, even though it ends up feeling really shitty and weird to be changing all the time and be affected so much
like when Kayleigh’s around for ages, i end up really quiet and reserved, but when Maggie’s around for ages, i have a newfound obsession for Doctor Who and i’m a lot more talkative, and when Jezzie’s around for a while…idek, i end up blunt as fuck, and it’s weird and cool and slightly terrifying
but i still exist, i’m still a person, even if i do feel like i’m just a shell or something sometimes, and you still exist, too, you’re real and you exist, no matter who else is around in your system
#rambles to no purpose probably
So I see this
and all I can think is